Three weeks ago my family and I inherited a rat family of 7 newborns....we have been suddenly educated as to their proper care.  We lost one in his desire to move on, then we lost another in his desire for adventure (escaped from his box).   It wasn't easy either time...

tonight we lost another.  It was a beautiful experience...

THe baby refused to eat at my daughter's hand...Last night we almost lost her, so my son got out his healing stone and together we worked on her and she lived...until tonight.  She was so determined to die that we decided to assist her in her process...

My beautiful daughter child decided to hold her in her hands to keep her warm until she died.  And as she was holding her, she was singing the song, "The cycle of life" from the Disney Lion King movie....

During this process, I showed Ashara this AMAZING webpage a friend had sent me about Christ...I knew...I hoped...the baby would fully transition thru this song on the page...and she did...and my daughter held her and kept her warm throught this baby's silent process...Ashara said that she didn't want her to die alone...how beautiful is that????

I am so in awe with my daughter...that she would understand how this Universal process of life and death and rebirth occures...I want to stand back and tell myself that I taught her well, which I have, but when it comes right down to the death process....and  WANT to hold a dying RAT in your hands, would freak most people out....Do you know what she said to me??  She said, "Mom...she is part of my family.  I love her".

I am humbled.....from the mouths of babes....We have so much to learn from them.

In humility and eternal love,

Yvette

Namaste, Dear Ones:

I am headed for ESCONDIDO!!!  My favorite faire!!  I am sooooooo excited and am looking forward to seeing all of you there.  I will be there this weekend, April 2 and 3 and next weekend, April 9 and 10

Thank you so much for your support at my psychic faire, we had so much fun and made some powerful connections.

I just want to take the time to thank those of you that traveled distances to be here.  Each and every one of you made so much difference in this environment by sharing your light and your love with this community.   Because of you, you have contributed to the resurrection of this beautiful sanctuary.  Thank you so much.  We will continue to grow...again....due to you and more incredible beings like you.

I love you,

Yvette Wolff

I made a mistake.  My Kung Fu master was in the bookstore Saturday afternoon and he asked me how I felt aftter our workout on Thursday...could I have just said, "oh, I feel  wonderful, I could actually WALK the next day", or, "Oh, I'm so thrilled to be in your class because you know how to work us so that we can function the next day on a physical level"... NO!! Oh, no no no!!  Yvette's little Sagittarian Cusp had to open it's big mouth and say, "You know, John...you're not working us hard enough.  I just KNEW I was going to be sore after that workout, but I got up at 5 AM this morning and went on a 25 mile bicycle ride with Lester in Palm Springs.  l feel INCREDIBLE"!! 

John just looked at me and smiled.  He said, "if you're not careful, you're gonna be in better shape than the rest of us."  I froze.  He gave me...'the look'.  He said, "Don't worry, I'll work you next time".  Guess when next time was...tonight!!  Omg...I have to learn how to SLAP that sagittarian RIGHT back into her place, lol...SHUT UP!!

I love my new Kung Fu master.   I miss my first Kung fu master, Master Lum terribly.  She and I bonded from the very beginning.  She's a tough one and would work us so hard I couldn't walk for DAYS!!  My poor little kids would be crying and moaning the next morning, but she taught them how to be tough and to hold their own.  Her training has made my children powerful in the martial arts world and I can see in John's eyes how impressed he is with them.  Tonight he spent a great deal of time with my son, Daylon.  And Daylon needs his attention.  I'm only Mom.  Daylon loves me dearly and we have a very close bond, but in all honesty, as much as I would like to think that I am the be all and end all in his little world...it's not enough.  And I really hate to admit this ::smiles::, but I don't know what it's like to be a man.  I'm psychic, so I do know a little bit about men, and honestly, I'm not going to go into the subject of, "MEN", right now...and those of you who know me know why....but I'm raising one and he is so sweet and sensitive and kind and I have to have the courage to know that I am not enough...that I cannot teach him the ways of ....drumroll...."manhood".  eep sigh::  I can teach him the ways of a gentleman.  How to treat a lady...."she's your sister, if she asks for your assistance, please assist her...no, you can't use the excuse that she didn't do anything for you...no, honey, just because she hits you, it's not right for you to hit her back....boys don't hit girls and no, it's not ok for girls to hit boys either...I told you to stop that!!!  Go brush your teeth and comb your hair, it's time for bed...what do you mean WHY do you have to brush your teeth every 5 minutes??  It's because girls don't like guys with yellow teeth and stinky breath, how do you expect to get a girlfriend (sister is laughing hysterically in the background)...Son is frustrated and really wants to say something he KNOWS he is going to regret later...but, what's the poor guy to do?  What is a little 8 year old boy, growing into a man, being raised by women, going to do?  He snatches the toothbrush out of "mommy towering over him's hand" and begrudgingly destroys his gums....my poor baby Aries son-child.... eep sigh::....

One thing I have always said about Aries people.  They live in a delimna.  They are the first sign of the Western zodiac making it, "all about them".  However, they have the most loving and giving hearts.  They SO WANT to be the "champions to the underdogs" like the Aquarians.  They are so loving....it breaks my heart to look at them constantly going...."it's all about me, but....I really, really, want to do something for you (and they almost always do)...but, it's all about me..."

And I think the real issue with them is that they look at the world from a very objective and logical perspective.  Unless they are raised in some kind of spirituality, they don't connect with the subjective part of "self".  At the same time, they do!!   They know...they just know there is more, but they try to deny it...in that effor to protect themselves they are furthering their state of "delimna".  Omg, what a challenging choice...These incredibly, loving people...they protect their sensitivies and heart destructions behind logic.  And they really do.  Once you break the heart of an Aries, that's it...they hurt so deeply on a soul level that they just cannot handle it.  They logically "rethink" you out of their lives...so, beware...Do Not play emotional games with the Aries...they will "erase" you. 

They wear their hearts on their sleeves and are so easily wounded!! I swear, if I had my opinion in the Astrological system, I would name the Aries as the most sensitve of the Zodiac.   My son...he looks into my eyes.  He caresses my cheeks, his eyes are FULL of unconditional love.  He gets angry with me and without thinking says things he really regrets later (trust me), but not really, because he is working out his truth through verbilization, and frustration and everything else they go thru....I see it every day.  It's a challenge to continually have to channel his energies into the positive, yet a powerful privilage to raise an aries child.

  Most Aries I have encountered are highly intelligent and self educated beings out of their own need for balance in an unbalanced world.  Honestly...try this...If you are blessed with an Aries person in your life...ask them how to save the social security system.   Ask them what they would do if they were President of the United States.  Ask them how to cure the welfare system.  Ask them what they would do  if they had the opportunity, to solve all of our Country's problems....Ask them what they would do if they were GOD!! Then sit back.  Get yourself a comfy pillow...don't forget your snacks and sodas and just be prepared to be showered with their opinions and solutions...you'll be amazed...

And the most amazing thing is... they're right!  They have thought about these things all their lives!!   I don't care what the issue is...NOTHING gets past these people.  If you have a problem you can't solve, present it to an Aries.  They'll analyse it as you tell it to them and have the solution before you complete your sentence.  That's how amazing these people are.

But...and this is a BIG BUT....be prepared for the absolute, unadulterated, uninhibited, absolute truth.  This is a warning.  If you don't want to hear the truth, don't ask cause you are gonna get it with both barrels.  Trust me.  My son is an Aries, my daughter is a Pisces/Aries cusp and Lester is an Aries....I know.  Trust me...I know. 

And I love them with all my heart.  Challenging...scarey a lot of times...Most of the time...lol....My friend, Tommy, made a comment to me the other night when he asked me a question as per my role here at Mentalphysics and I said to him, "well, it's a complicated issue"....he said to me, "Yvette, when is ANYTHING you are involved in NOT a complicated issue".   With that statement in mind...I look at my "aries entouage" in the full knowledge that we sign contracts with the souls in our life before we enter Earth plane...try to find an arguement with Tommy and just go...ok, I guess I rest my case.  LOL...I have REALLY picked a challenge this time.

I got off the beaten path.  Its time for bed...for those of us who remember Tennesse  Tuxedo, I will quote him....

"....time for this one to come home..."

::he waves his magic wand::

I am home....very content.

Namaste

And for those of you that do not know what Namaste means, it means...I honor the God Spirit in you as you honor the God Spirit in me.  I will go into further details later.  I have had many questions concerning this salutaion and I want to present the truth to you in a proper forum.   Right now, I want to share with you an incredible experience that happened to me and my children today.

First, let me begin with my experience during a Shamanic Journey Saturday evening.  Lester and I went to a workshop here on the grounds by Stevie Barsotti.  A very Inspiring musician based firmly in Shamanism...He took us on a Shamanic Journey.  A Shamanic Journey is where you enter into the Underground.  The underground, meaning, into the Earth.  In this space and during this journey we find and meet our spirit guides and spirit (totem) animals.  Well, I am very familiar with my guides and my animals, so I was desiring to meet with Earth Mother as I had questions for her pertaining to my purpose of being here and why all of a sudden there were so many complications...well....lol...I was going thru the underground...the Earth.  I was feeling, but ignoring my environment, meaning, the roots and the Earth's natural layers of sediment, water etc etc... because I was in a hurry to get to Earth Mother.

I get to Earth Mother.  I have the honor to meet before her and give honor TO her. 
Then who comes in?...this owl.  All this time she has been swooping down at me...I'm ignoring her.  She hovers over me...I'm too busy right now.  Then Earth Mother looks up.  She looks at the owl.  She smiles at me in her wisdom and I decide to look at this beautiful creature.  Her wing span is enormous.  And as I was "sent" back to the middle world (this world), I saw myself looking at the owl in awe, like in a movie....then I was back "here".  I realize now that this is Earth Mother's message to me.

Today...After I picked my kids up from school.  I still had a great deal of work to do at the bookstore, so I dropped them off at our cottage with tasks they needed to accomplish before they were allowed to participate in their "off time" activities.  One of the tasks entailed a huge ball that they have, it looks like one of those exersize balls, that had blown off our porch and out into the desert, next to a joshua tree by our secluded dirt road....They agreed, gave me a "kiss and a hug", as is our routine because you never know when we will see each other again...I went to the bookstore, they went to task.

It wasn't 5 minutes until I got their phone call...."Mommy, mommy...you will never believe what just happened"!!

When they went to retrieve the ball, they startled a huge white owl that was roosting at the top of the Joshua Tree where the ball was nestled.  I asked them what the owl looked like and they told me it was pure white.  I asked them about it's eyes...were there dark markings around the eyes or was it white?  They replied..."Mommy, it looked just like the owl in Harry Potter. 

I hadn't even gotten out of my car at the bookstore when they called me...The owl I "saw" had white feathers around it's eyes...no markings at all...I turned that Durango around and went back to the cottage. We searched for that owl, but never found it...my daughter said, "it just appeared out of thin air" and I said to her,  perhaps it was thin air...our spirit owl.

And...the plot thickens...

Lying next to the huge ball were 2 huge jacks.  Remember how we used to play jacks as kids?  I loved jacks!!  That was my favorite game, and in my time, ::ahem:: was when they invented super balls!!  omg, that brought on a whole new aspect to the game of jacks.  lol.

I found the "jacks" thing to be very creepy.  I quizzed both my children, "Are these yours?  Have you EVER owned anything like this?  Where did you find them exactly?  Were they dirty?  Why do they look so new??"  I went on and on until they just told me to stop.  LOL.

I had to find out the absolute truth.  They both told me that the jacks were lying right next to the ball.  Now, we had a huge wind storm over a week ago....I saw the ball out there at that time, but kept forgetting to tell the kids to retrieve it.   Since then, we have had a rain storm and more heavy winds...And the ball stayed right there....No one can tell me that, that is a coincidence...our wind storms out here are so bad that I have chased my laundry down out across  this desert for days!!  Forget about the "sock demons" in the dryer!!  Try matching them from one cactus to another!!  LOL...I'm not EVEN going to tell you how to gently wrestle a t-shirt from a cholla cactus.  Needless to say, I bought more clothes pins and we made an offering of the t-shirt to the waste management God/dess.

Reminds me of the fairies in my store...lol....little nuts.

Anyway,

I made a connection.  When I first brought my children out here to live full time in November (trust me it was  a very trying time...aka...a nightmare), my daughter wanted to paint her dresser blue.  Ok.  We can do this, no...YOU can do this.  You're 11 years old...you can paint, this is your job....so, I clear out the dresser, drag it outside on the porch...newspapers, paint can, paint brushes, etc...here ya have it, honey. 

Well, as 11 year olds go...the job was...on the concrete, on her, her beautiful blonde hair now had blue steaks...he brother was blue ( he came out to help as only little brothers can) and it started to rain...lol... 

Oh, the connection....see how I am?  I told you I was intimidated by this journal thing...

While my daughter was painting she kept hearing children's voices.  She said that a distinct girl's voice asked her what she was doing?   She told me that she heard a boy's voice and another girl's voice in conversation.  Ashara told me that she ignored her because she didn't see anyone.  Later, I saw 2 girls and a boy walking across the open area between our cottage and the Dingle House...I thought they were part of the retreat that was going on, but there were no children at the retreat.  

I have been told that there were no children allowed to live on this property.  I found that very hard to believe, and then I was told the history by one who has lived on this property for many years.  And the truth is that Ding Le Mei raised his kids here from early teen years in a house, the Dingle house, that is a "stone's cast" from our cottage...AND...a dear friend of my "source" was raised in this very cottage that was built in the 50's...his friend, Jessie, died in an accident.

I honestly believe with all my heart, that the  children spirits are playing with my children.  As I write this, I feel the "breeze" against the back of my neck, which we all know are Angel wings., confirming truth.  I know that those jacks were a gift to my children from the spirit children.  I know that the spirit children are welcoming my children and encouraging them to stay and play with them because our presense here is shifting the energy of this very sacred place.  And what better way to bring about growth and movement and playfulness and "rebirth"...than thru the eyes and heart of a child...: eep sigh::...I am humbled.

All of you who know me know my path...and that is to find a place for the Indigo children to meet and congregate and know that they are not alone...this is a very powerful confirmation.

I will address the snow owl tomorrow.  Right now I am very tired, yet very, very happy.  And I want this to be an inspiration to all of you.  Those of you who know me, know how I struggled with my store.  You know how dedicated I was, and still am, to the concept of Mystical Cove.  You know the details of my life and what I went through to serve Spirit.  

I look at my own words...to serve Spirit...Our (mine and Spirit's) experiences have been a shared experience.  I know they sent me through trials to learn...To not make the same mistakes.  And when they felt I was ready, they took everything away from me in the physical and sent me here....to PARADISE!!  I am sharing with them my past experiences with my store and what to do and what not to do...I am honored to have "suffered" and "lost" so much.

In humility....please pay attention.  Please know that your experiences are preparing you for something greater than you can possibly imagine!!  Please look and acknowledge that vision...your dreams truly create your reality...don't EVER let go!!  I am living proof to you, that miracles do happen.

I love each and every one of you

Namaste (In the truest heart form)

Yvette